Free Writing and Thinking #1
- Brad Pitt
I know that has been awhile since I have posted on this blog, I will like to take a moment and apologize for my absence. I am a student, so I have been busy with my studies, and also, I have been going through some personal battles. I haven't experience anything life threatening, just a bit....challenging. I have been wrapped in doing things that please everyone around me, that I forgot to take care of myself. I have been trying to finish my degree, try to be the perfect person and doing everything to make everyone happy that I simply lost myself. I feel as if I have no purpose in life, that I am spending my every waking moment running in circles, that the ending is the same as the beginning. Now I am lost in this massive maze of confusion and I have no idea of how to get out of it. I am not suicidal, nor do I have any urge to hurt myself in any way. I just feel as if I am in the middle of the desert, and all I see is miles of sand and dust. I feel that no matter how hard I try in being successful, I always in up in the same spot. Nothing changes. Its neither bad nor good, just stuck in neutral. I feel that I am meant to do something greater in my life, something bigger than myself, I just don't know what that is. I think that I am going to take time out of my typical day to find myself. To get to know the real me. I feel that the reason that I feel stuck and don't accomplish anything, is because I don't know what I truly want. I don't what goals I want to achieve or where will I see myself in the next five years. Starting today, I am going work on myself and figure out who I am and where I am going in life. I know that this is not only the best thing to but the right thing to do. I hope you all have a great day. Take care and be blessed.
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